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Friday, November 26, 2004
1:10 PM

ohmygod.. i so miss updating my blog.. its been a freaking long time n so many things had happened.. erm, wad things ah?! hehez... oh yeah now i'm working at robinsons , its kinda fun coz i get to handle lots of money and credit cards! those ppl are freaking rich to buy clothes, underwear, socks till 500 bucks! i jus bought elmo for my baby bro n he's so loving it.. he brings it everywhere wif him wif his bantal busuk.. i'm gonna put his pic inside soon.. to my biatch Crystal :- Forget all those happiness kay n start life afresh. Remember dat me n monique will be here for u no matter wad. We love u girl! muacks! i guess dats all for now..

&the beauty.

Friday, November 19, 2004
2:15 PM

i'm so bored.. eating haagen-dazs ice cream while waitin for my hp to charge so dat baby can call me. i'm so gonna buy a new computer. dis computer is corrupted wif virus. i'm so amazed dat i can log in to my internet. This past few days haf been jalan raya.. i'm so regretting buying my pointy shoes. it was SO painful dat in e end i walk barefooted home. Yesterday i met e biatches for e robinsons briefing thingy.I was so glad to meet dem. I missed u guys so much even tho i dun show it. afta dat i treat dem to seoul garden n we pig out like pigs. Okay dat was repetitive. Den Bloody Mali lectured me abt e GGR thingy.. hehe..i was on e verge of crying.. my face was cramped n my mouth slightly open.. but thanks crystal n monique for e lecture, even tho i'm still wif edd (i patch already), dat doesnt mean i dun appreciate ur care n concern.. love ya bitches n edd too la.. hehe..fugly sluts rox!

&the beauty.

Monday, November 15, 2004
3:42 AM

Selamat Hari Raya!! hehe.. now i'm jus waiting for ppl to arrive at my house.. so bored n sakit perut! been eating lots of food n kuih.. gonna be more buncit.. =)

&the beauty.

Saturday, November 13, 2004
5:15 AM

My nose is literally dripping wif mucus. i am SO allergic to dust.. been cleaning e house since yest n now i keep sneezing n sneezin dat my mom wont let me help her bake cookies. She says i'm disgusting.. hakhak. And i'm proud to say i am. Feel like going out to john little sale but i got no money so mite as well stay at home n be disgustin.. =)

&the beauty.

Thursday, November 11, 2004
5:55 PM

yesterday was a great day!! i went out to town meet edd, nad, rif, shah n her gf.. and everybody neva fast except for me n edd la.. wad onlieh!! everybody so kecoh especially shah's gf. N nad u dun have wrinkles okay!!!.. Went shopping for shoes n bag, bought pointy white shoes n white handbag for raya, cant wait to wear it. Me and edd go buka at magic wok, we eat like pigs! Also bought edd a fossil watch n she gave me a REAL diamond ring!! hehe.. i almost faint in e cab when she give it to me.. She bought it from SK jewellery, luckily she didnt bought it from Tiffany co, if not i already faint on e spot.. i was so tired when i get home, carrying all those shopping bags. But still i had to help my mom clean e house.. gotta go catch some Zzzs..

&the beauty.

4:25 AM

i cant wait to go out later meet edd.. she bo0ught for me prezzie but i still dun know wad it is even tho i tried to korek from her and i tried so hard to korek.. hmm.. curiosity killed e cat so i should be dying rite now if i was a cat.. how lame can i be! gonna buka out later wif edd n nad n maybe rif.. going town to buy freakin fossil watch.. update when i get back.. mEow~

&the beauty.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004
4:00 PM

Happy fReaking 9tH MtH aNniVerSarY darlin!! Muacks!!

&the beauty.

2:36 PM

i'm freaking bored. i'm so freaking bored dat i update my blog every single day. but den neva mind.. i'm waiting for baby to call me but i guess she's busy makin kuih. i'm dedicating dis song, angel of mine, to my baby. i'm so in love wif her n i dunno wad i'll do withoout her. She changed my world n help me grow, make me a better person.. hehe.. i'm so mushy dat i'm gonna puke..

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope, you showed me love

hehe.. gotta go shit now.. tata~

&the beauty.

Monday, November 08, 2004
1:02 PM

Listen as your day unfolds,
challenge what your future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted,
don't be shamed to cry
You gotta be..

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
you gotta be wiser
You gotta hard, you gotta be tough,
you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
you gotta stay together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

keisha listening to You Gotta Be..

&the beauty.

12:58 PM

today i woke up early to follow my mom go shopping for stuff.. so earli! i should be catching up on my zZz instead of carrying toilet rolls. den in e aftnoon went out wif baby go eastpoint to eat at sakae sushi. we didnt puasa.. hehe. so bad! it was quite worth it n baby ate more den me even tho she's e one who suppose to blanja me.. thanks baby! afta dat we chill for awhile at starbucks den went to baby's home to watch princess diaries.. totally piracy.. now i'm at home dont know wat to do since baby is already sound so sleep.. i miss my biatches crystal n monique, wonder wad they doing.. we shall meet up sometime ya.. ciaoz~

&the beauty.

Sunday, November 07, 2004
1:50 PM

last nite, baby told me to take time off from each other to see what we really want from dis relationship.. i thought dat we're drifting apart but now i'm so determined to make it work coz i love baby so much.
anyway, hmm.. woke up dis morning ard 7 am to bake cornflakes. My shoulder so cramp n tense from jus sittin n doing e thing.Den afta dat i went to take a nap. after wake up, went to eat.. hehe..(neva puasa). i think i'm getting fatter. i'm so not sure whether to perm my hair or not.. scared it'll look like cabbage like my mom say!! i'm so freaking pissed dat i lost all my testimonials!! my show is on tv now so i guess i betta go.. ciao~

&the beauty.

Friday, November 05, 2004
3:07 PM

i've jus finish helping my mom bake tarts.. my fingers are cramp from stirring e thingy. hmm.. i also dunno wad to call it. haiz.. i dunno wads happening to me. i've becoming so sensitive and i kept picking a fight wif edd. maybe its becoz dat i dun get to spend so much time wif her. i miss her a lot n i cant wait for her to finish her attachment. now i'm waiting for her to call me.. i shall update when i have more time..

&the beauty.

Thursday, November 04, 2004
10:39 AM

haiz.. i'm so sleepy n bored.. i jus wake up.. stil havent bath yet but still smells great okay! had a fight wif edd yest nite.. its so lame, we've been fighting for almost evry day. cant wait to meet her on e 9.. i guess dats all for now. i'll update more after i repair nad's bloggi..

&the beauty.

me

Shaf. 31july.




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