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Monday, February 28, 2005

10:28 PM

Dis is the moment which i was expecting after 4 yrs in dis crooked line.. i shouldnt be suprised dat it happens.. i shouldnt be heartbroken or hurt or sad... i should be numb to it since i already expected it.. but why must it happen durin e most happiest moments of my life?? Sometimes i lie in bed at nite n think, is dis God's way of punishin me? If it is, its a cruel thing to happen to me.. To have found love when u needed it, n to lost it afterwards is a cruel joke.. i have never feel so hopeless n defeated before.. Sometimes i thot of givin it all up but its not fair to me or to her.. i've neva love anyone else as much as i love her.. i know we cant be together till e end of life but we're not askin much.. All i wan is to treasure e moments dat i have wif her now.. She made me happy not like anyone else.. If i were to lose her, i'll lose everythin in my life..

And i pray to God to let me be wif her jus for awhile more... dats all i'm askin for.

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Shaf. 31july.

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