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Saturday, February 26, 2005

8:35 PM

i'm sittin here in front of my comp not sure of wad to say or think. There's lots of emotions in my heart n i felt as tho i cant breathe at all. My eyes jus started crying for no reason n i wonder wad u're doing at dis time of the moment. Wad am i suppose to do or say? Why am i feeling dis way? Why am i jealous all e time? Am i a control freak? i guess i needed time alone to sort out my problem. Izz say dat i'm unreasonable n i know i am but when she say it, ouch it hurts. U are so sociable, u have so many frens n activities line up for u n u could go out anytime u wan but not me. I guess i'm jealous of dat. Coz in my life, mostly i have u, n if u're not there i felt as tho i'm alone in dis world. i guess i didnt feel like sharin u wif anyone else. dat is selfish of me n i admit it. N when u go out n have fun without me, i felt an anger n sadness inside me, as tho u dun need me like i need u.. dats why i had always wanted to make lots of frens, not bcoz i'm flirty or wad but so dat i wont feel e jealous thing dat i felt when u went out without me. i dunno how to explain it. I dunno how to explain anythin at all. i love u..

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Shaf. 31july.

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