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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

10:51 PM

Woohooo.....

Feelin so bloody shagged rite now.. cant wait to sleep but yeah i'm still not in bed.. Skool was only for an hour n its not compulsory so wad da heck, i skipped it again.. how e hell am i gonna pass my papers?!

Went to P.S to watch miss congeniality 2 wif edd.. e show funny sak.. haha.. i was laughin.. erm, actually i was snortin when laughin (thanks to influence of miss piggynad).. after dat went to Far east to eat Jimba Mee!!! i'm such e loyal fan... hakhak.. den terserempak wif hazique n lyana, den later terserempak again wif other peeps... i seriusly think Far east plaza e place to bump into ppl u know... u have more higher chance of bumpin into ppl u know.. Trust me.

Reach home around 7.. been gettin home early n early nowadays.. haiz.. mummy's girl..

damn. gotta buy undergarments soon........ hee.... remind me kay..

And to Kak Siti (Maliza's sis), thanks for readin my blog.. hehe.. =P

&the beauty.

10:44 PM

Scaredy CAt. DAts so me.

Had my chinese oral today n surprisingly i did well. Hehe.
She say i got A n dat i deserved it. -grinnin-
If i got all As for my other subject, edd so have
to buy me e Nokia 7610. Hakhak..

After oral, met edd, izz n dj crystal, went to S-11 to eat.
Everyone was eatin like one hungry ghost..
Afta dat story tellin abt ghost stories, hakhak,
i was a bit scared den in e end, they all had to sent me back home right up
to e lift. Hehe..

Thanks guys.

&the beauty.

1:50 PM

Yay. today's sunday. wic means edd comin home tonite. hee.
Dats so farking great.
Den i wont feel so lonely anymore.
thanks to juztyn, i'm addicted to e song Mr.Lonely by AKon.
Haha........ so chipmunky voice.
and e song is dedicated to me since i'm so lonely now.
Whee......

i'm high on oxygen.

&the beauty.

11:29 PM

fuckerneneh. i miss edd. damn. Go bintan for wad sey. hmph.

&the beauty.

9:57 PM

Went to skool for jus a freakin hour.... i was so semangat to go lecture n not to skip it and in e end, not one of my frens turn up for it except for me la... luckily, e lecture was short n sweet..

Afta skool, went to eat at arnold's wif edd den morgan den izz join also.. went to grandlink to play pool so dat izz can practise for her competition.. Izz, if u win, dun forget to treat us ya since we always teman u play pool!!....

feelin so lethargic, tired, achin n sleepy all at e same time... actually, its all e same thing. Anyway still cannot sleep yet coz i have to study n do some stuffs.. i hear my mom naggin.. gtg n study.. toodles~

&the beauty.

10:02 PM

I closed my eyes,
blinkin away e tears.
I put my hand to my heart,
hopin e pain will go away.
I collapse on e floor,
wishin i was dead.

U want to get the fuck out of my life.
I'll grant u your wish.
I guess whateva i did was wrong.
U didnt ask for explanation
or Whatsoever.
All u did was to scream n shout at me,
makin me look like a fool.
U told me u will change for me.
I guess dat was jus all lies.
I'm not a gf to u,
jus a robot which has to obey you.
I gave you my heart n my love,
tryin my best to make u feel loved.
I guess dat wasnt workin either.

And guess wad, wateva wrong i did, u still had a controllin n jealousy problems.

&the beauty.

11:45 PM

Wad da fark?! i failed my freakin dressin test!! Wad da fiSh? I cant stand e farkin lecturer ... so pissin me off.... and e damn thing is i even cried after e practical was over.. in e toilet ler... anyway i feel better after dat, hee....... at least i did okay in my bio pract..

After dat, went to watch boogeyman at tamp mall wif nad n edd while my family went to wild wild wet... ish.. they are like as red as lobster... luckily neva go.....

dunno wad else to rite.... gotta toodles~

&the beauty.

10:36 PM

Friday Nite: 9.30pm
On e way to KL in e tour group thingy. Fell asleep wif my mouth open while listenin to songs. I doze in and out of sleep coz e chair too uncomfortable. And it was so freakin cold!

Saturday Morn: 5+ in e mornin.
Arrive at Masjid Putra at e Putrajaya thingy. E freakin big mosque. Everybody went to pray den i jus go back to sleep wif mouth open again. In e end i had to pee in e Masjid so had to go in, wearing a pink jubah thingy n a tudung. Ish. After dat went to eat breakfast.
10 in e mornin
Afta eat breakfst, thot dat we going to hotel to unpack n sleep. Got a shock in my life when e bus drop us off at Times Square askin us to go shoppin. Wad da fish. I haven even bath, wash face or wash e saliva off my cheeks. At dis point of time, had to wear my shades to cover my slit eyes.
12 noon
Finally on e way to e hotel. And it sucked. To e core. E ceilin is brown. E carpet is dusty n full of foreign bodies.
3pm
Went to mid valley mega mall thingy. e shops are all so eexpensive... Couldn;t buy any stuff for peeps. Sorry guys!
9pm
Eat satay wif Mak Jah. Wow. e Satay damn juicy, fleshy, full of fats n just yumz.... i'm jus a storage of fats. hmph.

Sunday Morn: 10am
Went to a place full of makcik2 stufff..... damn bored.
4pm
Eat pari bakar, seafood stufffff... did i mention how fat i'm becomin??
6pm
Yayyayy... on e way home.
11pm.
Home sweet Home.

Conclusion:
E whole trip Sucks. hee. =P

&the beauty.

10:24 PM

whoa.. i'm so tired from packin stuff to go to KL dis friday nite till sunday nite. Gonna be so bored without any of my cousins going... damn. i guess i'll jus have to entertain myself.. well... wad da fish.

hmm.. yest i went swimmin wif izz.. giler ah pompuan tu.. halfway swim, had to smoke la, den eat keropok la, den rest at jacuzzi ah... den still had to force me to steal e goggles.. hakhak.. and i swim more laps den her... i'm so gonna lose all my babatz soon... keke...... -proudz-

after dat, met edd for awhile den went home la.. wad else to do rite.

=P

&the beauty.

11:42 PM

i'm being repressed.
i feel suffocated.
i couldn't breathe.
u're bringin me down.
wateva i say or do
is wrong.
i grew scared.
had to lie my way thru.
n cry my way out.
cant be strong no more.
oh boy, u aint
treatin me right.

&the beauty.

10:32 PM

damn it. i'm so tired today.. jus got back from my religious class den still have to study for tmr pract test.. My eyes are bloodshot red, i got fever n my nose keeps spillin mucus yet still no one cares n bother to ask abt me. hmm.. oh yeah, i'm jus a dot dat no one even notices. i guess have to burn midnight oil tonite.. den tmr mornin gotta go out n study early in e morning. toodles~

&the beauty.

11:40 PM

OhMyGod! My test is on Wed n here i am writin on my blog instead of studyin.. wad da fish???!! got so much stuff to catch up on... Damn! So busy nowadays cant upload pics on blog n cant even update.. i'll update more before i go KL dis fridae.. toodles~

&the beauty.

11:10 PM

hmm.. wad did i do today.. hmm.. i'm such e housewife today, worked like hell den cook for myself.. WOW!.. after dat spend time on comp to get e pictures rite.. wait i'll upload e pic.. den after dat went to my nephew's bday party n eat bbq chicken.. Yumz. Only stay there for awhile den went home.... damn it! my test is so near yet i haven study.. wad da fish! Lazy bum~ but its okay.. since liza will be there to help me.. love ya girl.. gtg n bumz out..

&the beauty.

3:16 PM

Its early in e morning
And my heart is really moaning
Just thinking bout u baby
Got me twisted into things
And i dont know how to take it
But its driving me so crazy
I dont know if its right
I'm tossing turning in my bed
Its 5 oclock in e morning
And i still cant sleep

&the beauty.

8:42 PM

I'm so bored.. nothing to do at home. Anyway, i went to watch movie "hitch" today.. its okay la, quite funny i guess.. We thought we were late for e show so we took a cab to plaza singapura n it turns out dat we're an hour early... Wad da fish~ now i wasted 15bucks. And guess wad, i didnt eat one whole freaking dat n dats so amazing.. hakhak.. i guess dats why i'm Feelin so hungry now.. i'm addicted to eating paparoti.. My bro already went campin so i'll be seein him on monday den n my grandma's not at home so i have to sleep alone.. I'm such a scaredy cat, still thinkin abt e boogeyman.. gtg n eat crackers... toodles~

&the beauty.

10:59 PM

I'm givin up
On everything
bcoz You messed me up
dunno how much u screwed it up
u neva listen
dats just too bad.
Bcoz i'm moving on
I wont forget u were
e one dat was wrong
i know i need to step up n be strong
dun partonize me..

&the beauty.