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Monday, July 11, 2005

11:17 PM

Wads wif me nowadays. i jus cant seem to eat anymore. Its like as though my brain n heart is too much in love dat i dun feel e hunger pang. Wad da hell.

I didnt eat a single thing today. Seriusly. And dat is such a miracle, knowin dat i'm such e freakin big eater/tong sampah. There was a fuckin lots of things on my mind today n i was so fuckin stress dat i smoke a lot. Freakin a lot.

And dats why i ended up gettin off the bus halfway before i reach home, and pukin all over my shoes. i had to sit under e block n puke all my guts out till i felt like jus droppin off n sleep there. At dat moment of time, i wished my baby was there to take care of me.

We argued jus now abt some thing dat i found in her hp. I could feel e heart pain really well and i'm jus so scared dat she will play wif my feelings. And when she hugged me jus now, i could feel my whole body melt into her arms. Even tho i was freakin angry at her. And keep beatin her up.

Baby, i'm serius wif u. Please be serius wif me.

Damn. Now i sound pathetic. But seriusly, i love u.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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