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Monday, August 08, 2005

11:25 PM

I can neva be a good gf. Seriusly.
There's always smtg lacking in me. E way i treat my gfs maybe.
I tried to be the best for dem but in e end, it still doesnt work out.
My ego tried to console myself by saying dat it wasnt my fault but now, i have to admit dat some of e mistakes were made by me. I also dunno why i'm saying all dis since its a waste of time. Mistakes are made to be learn. So here i am learnin. Maybe one day, i'll be in a r/s where everythin is okay but.... there's no such thing as an ok r/s. Watever la. i'm babblin.

i'm stress n tired. Very tired. All dis thing is drainin out all my energy. I dun wan to keep thinkin bout u n her or even abt us. I'm already tired at work n now at hm, i'm either stressed out by my parents bout my life or money, n in my head there's u.

I'm glad i have my frens surroundin me, givin me support whenever i need. I so need dem in my life rite now, to bang me on my head when i do smtg stupid, to pull me up when i fall apart, to still love me even tho i'm damn irritatin/attitude/superhyper/lame etc. Love you guys a lot.

Btw lil bitch, i'm so jealous u got to go hard rock!! Fuckerneneh. Haha.. remember me when u're grinding wif other butches. Sheesh.

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Shaf. 31july.

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