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Friday, September 23, 2005

10:08 PM

Oh man. Its been such a freaking long time since i've last updated. Due to my mouse problem, my comp had been down for weeks!! Thanks to baby who helped me solve e problem, i was able to update again. Oh i'm so lagging. There's so many things dat i want to write abt but there's seem to be too little time, n too little space. But nevermind, i'll jus write watever dat comes into my mind. I'm so gonna write abt events dat happened within these past weeks.

I had some problem wif my mom. SOme shits happen. But i'm so glad dat its over n done wif n dat now, we have a much better understanding wif each other. I could see e effort she put in, in trying to let me grow up n live my own life, trying to understand me n not to be so protective. I love her for dat and i appreciate it. It breaks my heart to see her shedding tears for me, thinkin wad she did wrong while bringin me up but ma, its not abt u, it has been abt me all dis while. I know i'm e one who's doing shits to u but u gotta let me go, let me learn from my own mistakes. I'm sorry i cant live my life e way u wan me to, i need space to grow up n learn n i know wads rite n wrong. Love u so much.

Two freaking weeks of attachment passed me by jus like dat. I used to think dat attachments are so boring but now, in my 2nd year i find it so interesting, n of coz very busy n tiring. But i still cant wait to get back to skool n get my tests, exams, practicals, projects all over n done wif. I admit it is kinda hard trying to juggle having to school, work, attachment n social life but yeah, i am coping n i'll prove to everyone dat i so can make it. I know i can. Hee. I miss liza n nad!!! Its like the three of us have different lives to lead but hey girls, i'm still thinking of ya.

Being wif her has been so great. Every single time, i went out wif her, is a new different thing. We'll go to a new place, do new stuffs n yeah i'm jus contented being wif her. Every waking min of my life, i'll be either smsing her, calling her, meetin her or jus plainly missing her. N there's neva a moment dat i stop thinking of her. Its jus e simple things dat she did for me. She solve my probs for me, know wad i'm thinkin, fed me so super well n she was there for me. Always. I dunno wad i'll do without her. Neva ever in my life, i thot of living together wif someone, n yet i'm thinking of dat possibility wif her. I so can see my future wif her n she said e same thing to me. Aint dat sweet. Last time, i thot dat dis kind of r/s will never last but i hope mine will. Its jus like a fairytale n baby, u;re rite, we ARE extreme ppl, we can either be extremely sad/angry/happy wif each other. Its such a rollercoaster experience wif u. I love dat u brought me places where i never knew before, jus to sit n talk. We can talk abt anything under e sun n its hard to find someone who can do dat. I love eating out wif u which is like an adventure every single time. U know wad i mean baby. And thanks for e socks, and e great time i had jus now.

Cant wait for e day when i finally get to move in wif u.
I'm glad i found u.
Till den.

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