you're a mystery yourself

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

8:55 PM

Yesterday was like a food fest for me. Went over her house early in e morning and she cooked for me hotdogs wif scrambled eggs. Aint That sweet?! No one cooked for me breakfast before and i was very touched. And hungry. In the afternoon, I ate chicken and coleslaw and went we went to Lucky plaza, i ate. Again. And at night, went to meet kakak at tamp to eat at fish n co. I cant believe i ate so many times and its freaking me out. At this rate, i wont be able to fit into my clothes anymore. That is pathetic. I so have to start working out tmr. Maybe next week. Jus make it next month. I jus love to procastinate.

And finally, she cut my hair for me. I was jus dozing off on e toilet seat, waiting for her to finish whatever that she was doing to my hair. I could see chunks of hair on the toilet floor. It kind of freaks me out not knowing how short she was cutting my hair but in the end, it turns out alright. My hair was jus trimmed. At least its not that irritating anymore. And yeah, she cut her hair too. So short, its nice. Jus have to be grateful its not bald. *grinz*

Do you throw away your longtime friend for a girlfriend that you've jus had? I dont get it. We've known each other for a long time. Almost two years. We had so much history together. You know all my shits, my behaviour. Basically just about everything. I didnt keep any secrets from you. We were even suppose to be the best of buddies. We even make a pact that we'll be buddies no matter what. And we wont let our girlfriends separate us. You even said you will find a girlfriend who's comfortable having me as your buddy. Its just empty promises. We've been drifting apart and apart. It seems as though it could never be the same anymore. I admit that I've been busy with my school and stuffs. But i did try to make time for our friendship and it wasn't just to share problems with you. And now, whenever i ask you to meet up, u keep brushing me off lots of times. All coz of your girlfriend. I have nothing against your girlfriend. I just dont want to lose your friendship. But you know i wont look for you anymore. I'm sick of you saying no.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

Nad
jaycee
fieza
Farah
link
link

designer joy.deprived
fonts&brushes x x x
images x
image hosting x
software
Adobe Photoshop CS3, Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

- please keep the credits AS THEY ARE :] thankyou.