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Thursday, October 13, 2005
1:45 AM

Pyschotic moments.

Went to fetch pampered-lilbitch-who-jus-labelled-me-minah from her bus stop den we went to dis lorong to buy rokz. Illegal ones. It wasnt my idea.Nad, being the dumbest one [hehe], was talking in a VEry loud voice asking who sellin the illegal rokz. i was jus slappin my forehead at how ridiculous she could be. Haha. ANyway, e whole thing was done so discreetly but it was so freakin suspicious. My eyes were darting around trying to catch cops spying at us from behind the walls. Of course, i was jus being too paranoid. At school, there was dis commotion abt the project thingy, i was convinced that that @#@$ was going to strike off our names from the project since we didnt actually contribute anything to the project. But again, i was paranoid.

Had some prob wif her jus now. Abt inferiority complex. Hah. Its something which is not easily explain or easily comprehended. My mind is slow in processing abt why actually i'm feelin dis way. But then, my mind is always slow. [But nad still e dumbest] And like i said, when i do find the reason, i would tell you myself. It takes time but i hope you would understand. I'm jus being oversensitive, I know dat. But i am a girl. ANd girls are sensitive. -sniffs-

She suprised me jus now by meeting me during my break. She even managed to give me a back rub. Even tho it was only for 5 mins, i appreciate it darlz. U're jus too good to be true. =D

I did smtg at work jus now. Being the oh so clumsy one, i accidentally drop the container holding the chilli and it went flying, and managed to taint 5 ppl. I was jus frozen there. OHmygod. I went around apologising. My face was beet red. Beads of perspiration appeared. But they managed to forgive me. An hour later, i slipped and fell down on my knees, broke a glass. Uhuh.

No wonder my mom say i have two left feets.

&the beauty.

me

Shaf. 31july.




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