you're a mystery yourself
Sunday, October 02, 2005
10:01 PM

Yay. She's finally at home. Cant wait to meet her tmr and hug her. Jus feel as if the last time i met her was eons ago but of course, i'm exaggerating. Like usual.

i've realised some stuff and that i, nurulshafilah, am changing. I'm not sure whether its for the better or for the worse but you decide for yourself. It seems as though my preferences have all been reorganised by who else but dee.

The songs that i listen to now are not the usual ones that i would have listened to a few months back. The clothes i wore last time are so pinkish and girlish with those type of minah shoes but now, its all green and brown for me, with normal shoes.I even wore socks now! ohmygod. The last time i wore socks was 3 yrs back when i was in sec school. Her shampoo and face powder are now my favourite brand. I've even started taking her stuffs as though its mine for eg. her shirts. her lanyard. her socks. her singlets. But there's a limit to sharing undergarments. And she shopped for my clothes and stuffs. i've even contemplated to take her guitar but of course, she wouldnt let me. -pouts-
I'm already starting to hear comments like "Shaf, you're so dee-ish" or it would be, "Is that dee's shirt" when its actually really mine. Dee darling, i'm becoming your protege.

So yeah, the conclusion is i'm changing. Uh huh.

&the beauty.

me

Shaf. 31july.




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