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Sunday, December 11, 2005

1:19 PM

I put my foot in my mouth. Not literally.

I always seem to say the wrong things at the wrong time. It just seems to be part of me. And no matter how much I want to change, I couldnt. The words will just come tumbling out of my mouth without me realising it. Like as though I dont think before I speak and I think that's actually true. Hah. For eg. My mom didnt want my kaypo aunt to know about something [I'm still not suppose to talk abt it] and yet there I am blabbing to my aunt about it, while my mom trying to signal for me to shut up. I just cant keep my mouth shut. Disaster always happen when I open my goddamn bloody mouth.

I'm a katak bawah cupboard or even a cicak behind cupboard. Which is her version of katak bawah tempurung. Compare to her, I feel like I'm the kampong girl and she's the city chick. She knows more stuff than me, I'm like so honestly naive. She rolled her eyes and laugh outright and
even got shock sometimes when I dont know things. Like for eg. I didnt know the brand bag krumpler till she told me, coz I thought it was called krueger. And I didnt know the group name wicked aura till she told me. I dont even know how to get to places in orchard without her directing me. See how helpless the kampong girl is.

And she said, "Despite all that, I still love you." That's enough for me. :]

And now, I have to get ready to go out with my family. To watch Bob the builder. Uhuh. Dont even say a word.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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