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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

12:06 AM

Its only the second week of school and yet I've broken every single rule that I made for myself. And nadiah even said that I sidetracked her. Oh how people wronged me. I mean, how can I deny myself the pleasure of eating tender chicken at angmokio tenderbest stall. And you know right, I got a thang for chicken. By comparison, lectures are pale, wilted cabbage standing next to juicy fried chicken. At this rate, I'm doomed.

Oh fark, what the heck am i talking about?

I wished that I could buy things for myself. I wished that I dont have to feel any responsibility and that I can just splurge money on myself and that I dont have to clear debts, pay bills etc. Its hard walking pass shopping boutiques, looking at all those glitzy shoes, coloured accessories , tops, flaring skirts and not buying a piece for your poor self. Even though the money is in your bank, sitting like a dead duck, waiting to be distributed among creditors. Its hard knowing that your jeans are so freaking worn out that you could even use it as a rag to wipe e floor. Hah. Exaggerator. But still, I do feel underdress compared to people. And this lack of confidence just makes matter worse.

But.. no matter how I wished I had more material stuffs, I'm somewhat contented with the things that are here with me. Money not everything and they cant buy love, happiness, experiences etc. And for that, I ought to be grateful for having abundance of love and happiness in my life.

Thank you God.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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