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Saturday, January 14, 2006

9:48 PM

My family misses me. I sure know they do. My dad looks positively glad to see me when I came back home early. My mom keep asking me to go out with her. And my baby bro wants to hold my hand every step of the way when we go out together. He even tried feeding me popcorn chicken which wrongly aimed could damn well be stuck in my nose. Only my other brother looked forlorn when I choose to stay home instead of going out. The reason was he wanted to use the comp in my room. 3 out of 4 misses me so that aint bad rite. HOw frigging sweet.

I must admit, i'm so not a good gf. I have this thing that when my gf ask me to do something, I will do just the opposite. Kinda like wanting to test her patience or just doesnt want to give in to her. Sometimes I get a kick out of making her so pissed at me, but my mental state cant afford to be fighting with her all the time. The fights, arguements, vulgarities taking a toll on me. I've read a novel about how a young woman of olden days was so egoistic, stubborn and took the people around her for granted, even her husband. And yet when she finally realises that she really do love her husband, she lost him because of her frigging attitude. That's fuckin sad. Well, I vowed never to be that kind of woman. So I guess I better start changing my attitude. Bugger.

"And I am flawed.
But I am cleaning up so well.
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself."

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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