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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

1:14 PM

My mom's scaring me. She's been watching too much of Mr Bean's retarded-but-hilarious antics. My baby bro was supposed to be watching it but it turns out that my mom was far engrossed in it then my bro was. I think its some sort of childhood deprive thingy.

Its confirmed, people. I'm a sicko. As in not those pervertic sickos but as in physically sick sickos. I'm confusing myself too. I've been losing my appetite nowadays and keep vomiting but with no substance coming out. First, it was the sore eyes and now its the vomiting. If this carries on, I'll be as thin as a stick. Which I wouldnt mind. But that would mean I wouldnt have any ass.

Oooh. I feel so bored. Nothing to entertain me. No one to entertain me too. Nowadays, she's too busy working. I had wanted to go back to work too but she wouldnt allow. And i'm supposed to act my role as the rich tai tai. But I feel so bored and lonely. My bitches are busy with their own lives and I have no one that she approves of hanging out with me. Its not that i want to complain about how neglected I feel but just that I dont seem to meet her enough. It has always been studies/work/soccer/family that had separate me from her.

Oh god. I miss her damn much. Never felt this way before.

Its time for me to find my own passion right.

Rock climbing? No. Swimming? I'll drown. Kick-boxing? No money. Dancing? Only in clubs. Stamp collecting? You're out of your mind.

Maybe for now, i'll stick to studying.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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