you're a mystery yourself

Monday, March 27, 2006

11:36 PM

ergh.

You're working. You expect me to be at home or by your side. People have been saying how i choose to be with you 24/7 instead of mixing around with people who i called friends. And yet when i painstakingly join an activity that people other then you are involved, am i suppose to drop everything for you? Damn, i feel so restricted. At these point of time, i wish i could have all the freedom in the world. Without having to report to whoever and without having to take care of people's heart. Cause either way, I'm gonna lose and I hate losing. Yes I love you and yes I'll do anything for you, yet you wouldnt give such happiness to me? Maybe you wont.

Am i too naive to think that whatever decision I make is solely mine?

When in actual truth, i'm being manipulated by you.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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