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Friday, April 14, 2006

10:08 PM

It started to change. ANd boy i do hate changes.

Things happened for a reason. I always think of that. The fight that we had the other time didnt, couldnt go away for some reason.

The awkwardness and tension between us is still there. Talking on the phone at night seems to be a routine and not a desire. I find myself trying hard to please you which in the end just seems fake. And saying those 3 words seems to be an assurance as to how you feel about me. And yet sometimes I doubt it. Time has yet again made me paranoid and doubtful, unsure of my words, actions and myself.

But still I refused to give up. I couldnt give up all these months just because I am doubtful or that I think she doesnt love me anymore. I refused to give up because I still love you. And care for you. And still think that you're the best. And I'm sure that we can work things out in the end. We always do.

I just simply refuse to give up. Couldnt, wouldnt, shouldnt.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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