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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

5:25 PM

Oh god. I am such a control freak. I got jealous over little little fucking stuffs. And I hate how it made me feel so bitter. And so hard hearted. And how it hurts so much when things doesnt go my way. I'm an egoistic person, someone who wants things to be done exactly the way I picture it. Someone who say things that just popped out in her mind, just to create more drama and controversy. I'm irritated and pissed, knowing that I have all these flaws in me. And yet I seriously wants to change and be a better person. But its so hard when I have been stereotyped as someone who will never learn. So what the hell am I suppose to do now? I need her to help me get out of this mess. But she hates me for all these flaws that I have.

It definitely sucks. How things you have planned oh so perfectly well turned disastrous. How the words you said out of impulsiveness turns up to haunt you. How the hurt that you've caused other people to come back and hurt you in the end. How your hatred and love got mixed up and in the end, its you who suffered.

In the end it all boils down to you. And you. Just you.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

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