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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

10:02 PM

Be very scared. Of the uncertainty. The hesitancy. The pause. The future.

Every single time I fought with my mom, the past will surely be brought up. The most pressing problem will be me being the way i am. That L word. What she doesnt understand is that I know whats right and wrong, just that I choose to be doing the wrong things. And i just can't deal with it. My gf, her happiness, means a lot to me. Not just my family. And i know you guys might be thinkin that running away wont solve the problem, yeah i think so too but sometimes you just have no choice.

But i'm scared that if i were to drop everything and just leave, what if it backfires on me? what if no one will be there for me? what if i have nothing? what if she doesnt want to brave all odds with me? and the "what ifs" keep continuing.

The hesitancy in your voice says it all.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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