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Monday, July 17, 2006

2:14 PM

goddammnit.

i am so bloody tired. of working and schooling. and especially of fighting. i would love to just spend a day free of fights, work and schooling and just to chill out with my loved ones. just me and them. with cigs, booze and laughter. Right now, doing nothing at all will make me really happy.

things are not going well. i have too many activities to do, too many work being piled up over and over again, too many things to do in such a compressed time. Miss know-it-all was right, this IS too much for me to handle. Especially someone like me who definitely can't multitask. I can't even walk and open a bottle of water at the same time. hah.

as for now, i'm taking things slowly. i'm just going with the flow. i just have this feeling that you dont love me anymore yet its hard to let go of a year long r/s. whatever it is, be honest. Dont let me be the last one to know.

"Boy, i miss your kisses
all the time but this is
25 minutes too late.
Though you travelled so far,
boy, i'm sorry you are
25 minutes too late."

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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