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Monday, July 03, 2006
2:20 PM

it has been ages. since i last posted an entry in dis goddamn blog.

attachments are finally over [2 freaking bloody mths] and here i am in school again. the lessons are so farking relax and projects are already piling up, oh hell, its gonna be a short and busy year. my final year ever. i'm glad to go back to school again mostly because of her, and also the freedom that i have in school. And of course like every semester, i'm gonna vow again about how i'm gonna do better this sem and not fool around. yeah rite. hah.

and yet a part of me dread to go back to school. coz every now and den i get reminded of her and her. yeah smtg like that. i hate how my feelings of paranoia and insecurties starting to chew my insides. i hate how she made a fool of me last time whenever i think of her infidelity. i hate how i could just turn a blind eye to it. i hate how i could still love her.

Me and her gonna be a year together soon. and one day, someday, i have to let it go and move on. till that day comes, i guess i'll just obsess over it.

&the beauty.

me

Shaf. 31july.




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