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Thursday, July 13, 2006

8:45 AM

oh fark. where's dat vow of trying to do better dis semester? when in actual fact, here i am at the comp lab instead of going to my class. but seriously i feel so damn sick. i've had not enough sleep, i havent had a decent meal in ages, i've been so busy going to school and work that i neglect my basic needs. Not to mention that i'm totally obsessed with green tea which makes me shit like hell. And i'm actually glad that i'm spending my time in the comp lab instead of doing nothing much since i'll be able to update my blog from here. Comp at home will be better off destroyed. Seriously. So dun mind me people, i'm just gonna blog my hearts out.

i.freaking.look.like.justicebao.

if you guys dont know who he is, better check it out. i have a scar on my already big forehead thanks to mr dee's ability to throw a frisbee good and hard. that's right people, i've been hit by a frisbee squarely on my forehead and it left a miserable goddamnit scar. And i spent so much time either at the beach or the pool, that i've become so dark that you might not be able to recognize me if i happen to walk along serangoon. hah. that's one bloody exaggeration.

projects keep on piling up and i still have not attend a single lecture. i've been working 5 days a week and its taking a toll on me. my weekdays are full of school and work, with time in between to meet her and when it comes to my weekend, i'll party like crazy to make up for the lost weekdays fun thingy. its no wonder i didnt have enough sleep. and its so happens that now i'm becoming more obsessed with losing weight and being fitter. i've been to the gym, pool, beach and drinking green tea to shit my way to less than 50kg. i would love to impress mr dee with abs and toned muscles by the end of the month. muahaha.

i meet nad and liza more than i meet my own family and i've been missing out on family outings and bonding sessions. In time to come, i might not even recognize my own brother since he's getting darker and taller by day. i havent seen him for a week.

i love mr dee a lot. i would love to be mrs dee. i would love to grow old with her, to live together with her and buy groceries at shop and save since i would get a discount there. Its already been more than a year we're together. we've gone through so much arguments, bloody fights, screaming tantrums etc that we know each other so well. i didnt lose you last time and i'm not going to lose you now. i've been loving you more and more. =]

oh yeah, one more thing, my birthday's coming.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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