you're a mystery yourself
Monday, August 28, 2006
3:34 PM

i feel heavy. i really do.

i used to be so busy with school and work that i have no time to eat, not enough sleep and i'm always on my feet to and fro that i could feel myself literally shedding off all those fats. And of course i used to live on green tea and fags only. those are the freaking reasons why i drop to 49kg.

and now, i'm jobless, i'm school-less, i dun even club much or go out much. my routine nowadays is to wake up bright and early and do housework chores, den go back to sleep till 5pm in the afternoon. or just laze on my mom's bed watching reruns of hindustan movies or soap operas while constantly munching on any tidbits i can get hold of.

its no wonder that i feel this way. i can feel all those fats slowly but surely sticking back into my butt, my cheeks, my tummy.

goddamnit. now i have to find a job again.

&the beauty.

me

Shaf. 31july.




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