you're a mystery yourself

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

5:11 PM

i can either be a good detective or a crazy stalker.

Unknowingly, i stumbled upon her and her gf's blogs. and it is kinda interesting, meaning that she lied to me that she has deleted her blog when in actual fact she still has one. Actually same like me anyway. I dont care whether she lies to me or not Because she just doesnt play a part in my life. Whether she's happy or not, i also dont care because i want to be selfish for my own happiness. And right now, even if she were to come back to me, i wouldnt want to. She just doesnt change. I wished that she stopped lying to her gf and treat her better but i guess its too much to ask for. I'm sorry to say this but as much as i thought of her as the love of my life, i'm glad that she's out of it. Because when she was in my life, i felt as though the weight of the world was on my shoulders and that i have to sovle every problem that she has. And i dont wish to lie to him and lose him because of her. Its not worth it.

and now with him, its oh so different. Its not the difference of gender, its more about the person itself. =]

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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