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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

9:55 PM

lies. lies. lies. lies. lies. lies.

i hate lies. i used to lie as much as i change my undies last time but i didnt want to anymore. Lets just say that i'm a changed person.

And i hate it, when i trusted that someone so much yet in e end, he really lied to me behind my back. I thought we were over that phase, that phase of lying to each other and hiding things. I thought we had wanted to settle down, to consider engagement and even marriage. And what i thought was wrong. I was utterly wrong. Shamelessly wrong. And now i feel out of place. I dont know what else to do.

i would sacrifice anything for you. I know how much you wouldnt want me to go out with anyone else except for you and i didnt. You didnt want me to do things that you dont want me to. So i didnt. I listened to you and you gave me a wonderful painting of our future. And i trusted you. With all my heart. I didnt doubt you. even for a sec. Until I know it for a fact. When you went out gallivanting with your friends, i couldnt sleep, i waited for you to go home. And i forgave you. I keep on forgiving you over and over again yet i feel as though you took it for granted, you keep on stepping all over me.

And yet i still thought of forever. And like i said, my thinking was wrong.

damn you.

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Shaf. 31july.

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