you're a mystery yourself

Thursday, June 28, 2007

9:32 AM

it was effing farnie.

the other day, we were arguing abt some random thingy while we were having our dinner. and the tension was so thick that you could cut it with a knife.

and then quite suddenly, he started to say that he was sorry. And the funny part was he choked on his words. It turned out to be, "i'm sorr... ahek ahek.." He was so the humiliated.

which made me burst into uncontrollable laughter till there was tears in my eyes. Which in turn made him laugh.

This just proves that he's not really used to saying he's sorry. But i appreciate the gesture.

=]

&the beauty.

12:25 PM

we had an argument yesterday. about monopoly.

yes its very the childish but we dont care. We had an argument about property matters and whether i cheated or not and such. The end result was i stormed out from his house minutes later. and the father was the one who kinda brought us together. it was so laughable la.

and then the three of us had dinner together.

Sometimes we fight with such intensity, that both of us wouldnt want to give in cause ego got in the way. and quite suddenly when one of us says sorry, its just so easy for us to be happy dappy all over again. And we always dont remember what we fight about.

there's so many things to do, there's so many shopping to be done, there's many presents to be bought.you know y?

cause its blardy hell payday tmr.

&the beauty.

2:08 PM

i've took my uniforms. and i roughly know which ward that i'm posted to.

And never did i imagine that the next 3 years of my life would probably be revolving around the first ward that i ever went on attachment. Somemore its medical. I've always assumed that the nurses in medical ward needs to have a wide knowledge on diseases, parts of body, bla bla etc. And that aint me.

And so it is. i'll take things in my stride and hope things will turn out to be a-okay.

breathe in. breathe out.

&the beauty.

5:25 PM

there's so much things that i want to do but just that i dont have enough time/money/freedom yet. So here goes a compilation of my wants.

i want to redecorate my room. From the colour of the walls to the furniture in the room.
i want to take up kickboxing.
i want to highlight my hair. again.
i want to collect all the harry potter books. yes ppl, i'm a fanatic.
i want to lose weight. its a desperate attempt actually.

ok bye. i'm off to planning. much loves.

&the beauty.

10:32 AM

honestly i cant wait to start work in 2 weeks time.

i've had enough of sleeping at home. And needless to say, i've been putting on the pounds. and i absolutely hate it when my mom mention 234556times about how my weight has fluctuate up and that i ought to be doing something about it. and i have! i've been doing sit ups. Just dont ask me how many.

on a happier note, the boy is going to kl with his friends in 2 weeks time. i'm so going to miss him. =]

p.s: besties, lets go out? haha.

&the beauty.

8:36 PM

i wished i was wonderwoman once again.

And this time round, i would like my heart to be made of steel please. Even though its kinda unfeeling, at least i wont be feeling the pain.

Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan

&the beauty.

6:07 PM

another random entry.

i love to plan. I so love to plan but most of my plans doesn't happen. And it sucks. But planning makes me happy and it convinces me that my life is full filled with fun and enriching activities.

so here goes.

i'm going to lose weight before i start work.
Going holidays is a must.
i would love to meet up with my friends.
i would love to go club with him.
sentosa maybe.

see, i'm already convinced that my social calendar is full.

&the beauty.

5:11 PM

i know that i havent been updating but its jus that nowadays, every single time when i log in into blogger, after i clicked on the new post entry thingy, i just lost my inspiration to update. And in case you're wondering why i bother to update now was because i felt that i owe it to myself to brighten and lengthen up my blog. =]

anyhoos, the 3days 2 nights family chalet were great. And i love it that he stayed for the whole duration. it was meet-the-whole family part 234. hah. The chalet was so bloody far from the main entrance and its kinda isolated, and its at the end of the bloody 2nd storey. But still the show must go on.

I love the barbequeing since it involves food and there were some squabbles about the charcoal and its quality but the food was still cooked. But hey, you couldnt really ask me to judge. I wasn't named the nyonya basi for nothing ey. The next day, around 15 of us trooped down to wild wild wet since dearest daddy got free tix. Being the clumsy me, i managed to scrape my knees on the floor of the pool. And its so funny that i managed to get push by a small kid , i felt so indignant la but more paiseh. But overall it was still a success.

there was this incidence on the 2nd night. The rest had already slept and only left me, him, and bro. We were watching this horror thai show that we semangat bought from the dvd store. It was at the suspence moment when my grandma, who's sleeping near us, decided its time to sleeptalk, more like sleep scream. And the three of us were damn shocked to the point of me muffling my scream with the blanket. but alas, nothing happens.

i love the whole 3 days 2 nights. the card games, the monopoly games. the secretly smoking. the gossiping. the eating at macs. the food. the window shopping. and i love you.

and so thats all. the 3 days 2 nights.

&the beauty.

7:06 PM

i'm so nervous, i could hardly breathe.

And I dont think i could ever blog until after its all over.

&the beauty.