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Thursday, September 13, 2007

1:17 PM

i tried to spend as much time with him as possible but still it's not enough. On that day, i was at his home way before the sun rises. i watched him as he sleeps, his bald head the only thing that could be seen beneath all those blankets.

the ride to jalan bahar was in silence, broken only by his dad talking with the taxi driver. And as he fell asleep on my shoulders, i held his hand tight, letting him know how i feel. The place was bigger than expected and i didnt realise that the place was so close to the cemetery till i saw the headstones up close and its really freaky. Me and my future in laws had to go on a tour around the camp while he enlist. And when the oath taking ceremony finally took place, i felt a sense of pride and sadness lookin at him. And when its time to go, i didnt had the chance to kiss him or told him to take care, it was just so rushing.

And now i miss him. and damn it hurts. i dont feel motivated to work or do anything else. He's always the one who gave me the strength to face the working world and he was there to cheer me on. But now i couldnt contact him like i used to. And when he does text me or give me a call, my whole day becomes oh so much brighter.

thats it, its official, i have become a sappy moron.

i just wished friday would come.

on a lighter note, happy fasting.

&the beauty.

Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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