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Friday, September 28, 2007

10:28 PM

there's this fateful day when everything just seems to go wrong for me, and i messed up so much that for the first time, i actually broke down in the locker room and cried. Big heaving sobs. And its kind of embarassing for me, coz i actually took pride in myself as someone who is tough and slumber that whatever shiet wont faze me. So when i called my mom to tell her that i've just finished work, [it was 12mn okay], she asked whether everything was okay and whether i wanted my dad to fetch me or should she fetch me. and that was touching. so i finally cracked up and cried. It was a relief to get all that emotions out of my system. But even then, the next day i dreaded to go work, i was mentally calculating how much i have to pay a month to pay back my bond. that just shows how dreadful it was.

and i realised no matter how hard it is, i have to face up to the music and just do my best. If i did my best, no one could told me that i wasn't trying hard enough. Perseverance and determination are the key words here.

So here's a toast to me. To be the best that i could.

and so it is friday. =]

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Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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