you're a mystery yourself
Sunday, November 11, 2007
10:38 PM

i'm having ultra extra anxiety attack which feels as though my heart's gonna pop out of my mouth anytime soon. Sometimes it gets so bad that i couldn't breathe and then i manage to relax and then the whole vicious cycle starts again.

And i'll pray to God that everything will be okay this time.

i hate when we didn't say a proper goodbye. It keeps me awake at night.
i hate how menses feels so uncomfortable, makes me crampy and grumpy.
i hate how sometimes i feel that my life's too unachieved. Which makes me feel i should be doing something with it but nothing comes up.
ciggies, work and apeks are my newfound bestfrens.
i love watching tv reruns. it makes me feel occupied.
i love reading books. i'm definitely a bookworm.

&the beauty.

me

Shaf. 31july.




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