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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

2:37 AM

I am sick and tired of working. Like seriously. Everyday is the same old shiet all over again. And sometimes it just gets bored. And i'm trying to be patiently waiting for my bond to be finished so I can be free. =] Just the thought of it makes me smile.

But of course, i would also like to upgrade myself. Someone told me that i should pursue a degree, and he diligently checked out for me which university i should enrol in, whats the cost etc etc. Such a sweetheart. And it made me feel motivated. Like i should do something about it. And i will. Just that i'm in such a poor financial state. But i do have plans. Great ambitious plans. hah.

I've been meeting nad so much, almost every other day. And it feels good, cause we bitch, talked about our problems, then we smoke like nobodys business. It just feels so great, not having anyone to nag you or keep calling you just to remind you that you should be back at a certain time. Nad, lets meet again real soon.

On the other hand,

The thing with the bf is not going that well. Not going well at all. Two years r/s is quite a long time and it is definitely a waste to just let it all go. I'm trying my best to make and effort to work things out but it seems like its going down the drain. I hate to give it up just like that. But sometimes if you love someone, you just have to let him go. Bullshit right.

And times like this, i wished i could have brokeback mountain. [inside joke] Its just the way he makes me feel. All warm and fuzzy inside. He makes me feel so special as though i'm the only woman left on earth. He always made me laugh so hard, even his silly antics seem so funny. ANd i just cant help but wonder...

On a brighter note, someone promised to go jogging with me this coming morning. =]

p.s: all this random thoughts have no link whatsoever. coz i'm sleepy and i hate work.

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Shaf. 31july.

I love the smell of rain and the feel of green grass

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