you're a mystery yourself

Sunday, August 31, 2008

12:09 AM

e bf just told me that he's able to take leave at the end of october. and i'm so excited. I could just imagine gummy squealing with happiness. cause she wants e four of us to go for our much awaited overseas trip so much.

i so so cant wait. =]

e bf said, "I know that no matter how angry you are at me, or what, you will still look for me. And i know that no matter how angry i am at you, i could never leave you." damn right mister.

&the beauty.

10:32 PM

i hate being assigned to do projects. cause knowing my behaviour, i would keep postponing it till its so last minute that i have to rush it all out. And even when i know my behaviour is like this, i still will do the exact same thing. shit right.

and i'm like so haggard right now.

other than that, i'm just excited to go to the comex fair. =]

&the beauty.

5:11 PM

somebody has to stop me. really.

i have this obsession with buying things online and it seems neverending. And it doesn't help that i keep seeing pretty pretty stuffs online.

Help.

=]

&the beauty.

4:24 AM

i love your determimation and entusiasm. Which far exceeds mine. I love how i keep suggesting outing plans yet you're the one who gets excited in the end. I love how we planned to paint my room, yet you're the only one ended up painting the room while i do mundane stuff like, erm, falling asleep on my bed. I love how i get excited when we prepare to wash my car, and you're the only one who wash it, wipe it and make it gleaming white while i sat at the corner playing with your phone. I love how when we go to karaoke, you're the one belting out the songs while i take stupid pics, lying down on your lap.

all these little little things make me happy and you know it.

and you're wrong when you say that i only see your bad side cause your good side is glowing most of the time. =]

&the beauty.

4:55 PM

I am loving this day.

Just sitting at home, watching dramas online. And its all thanks to gummy's fault. She's the one who introduced this seriously romantic comedy love story that i'm totally addicted to. I can barely sleep and eat properly. Watching the episodes over and over again has become my source of energy. Hah. and its definitely taking too much of my time.

i think so far, gummy has been a bad influence to me. those online shoppin. the online shows. haha. but i still love her a lot. she makes work more fun. We seriously need to plan an outing.

=]

&the beauty.

10:55 PM

i have a love-hate relationship with work. I love working, how it makes me busy and keep me occupied. But i tend to dread going to work, because it makes me tired physically and mentally. But then sometimes, i find it truly meaningful to be working in this kind of job. And it doesnt hurt having your kakis with you when you work, it really does make work a little bit more bearable. =] And the main reason, i'm complaining about it here is that, unfortunately i would have non-stop work till my next off day which is in two weeks time. that sucks.

anyhoo, i tried something new with the bf today. ice skating. and its fun but it it will be more fun if i knew how to skate properly. The ice skating date was totally on impulse, and the stupidest thing is that we got lost, i stubbonly wanted things to go my way, and we ended up somewhere else.

Then he just had to say it, "can we go my way now?"

and we arrived at the place. Damnit. i hate it when he's right. which is almost all the time.

shit.

&the beauty.

10:13 PM

e computer is finally fixed. yay!

i have been sleeping almost the whole day. Due to the heat rash that has spread from my neck to my eyes, i've been popping rashes pills. and its damn bloody drowsy. I so wouldnt want to go work tomorrow, just plain itching to scratch the face raw.

and i miss you la. its been a week.

i shall see you on tuesday. =]

&the beauty.

3:00 AM

i am bloody hell addicted. to... online shopping. It seems like there's just too many clothes for me to choose and on the net, they all look damn good. So i just cant stop my fingers from clicking and clicking. and there goes my savings.

at least i'm happy. even though i'm on my way to being broke.

so cheers to that. =]

&the beauty.

2:09 AM

i am so sick and tired of waiting for my uncle to repair my computer. He keeps on saying, "oh, today i'll fix it." i.ve been hearing so many of that. and its almost three weeks. The only great reason that i'm working night is that i could freely use the comp. heh.

its been soo damn fucking long time since i blogged, and i've just been itching to type.

I've just recently celebrated my 21st birthday, and it was undoubtedly great. Even thou it was just a small bash with my loved ones, it was still memorable. Not to mention fun like crazy. There was a little bit of drunkenness, too much of drama. Too much of laughter. And we so gonna do it again and again. Yayness!

and i want to say thank you for all the birthday wishes even though some were days late. you know who you are. [macaroon] hah. And thanks again for all those pretty pretty gifts.

especially thanks to you, muhd syakir, for just being in my life. I almost couldn't believe it when you gave me a second chance. I love the way you love me, in your quiet way. And even if you don't believe in PDA [public display affection], you still held my hands. and you're just sweet. Two years wasn't easy to come by. The moments. The disasters. Those mistakes. The sweetness. The love. And I love you, the way you are.

i love you for loving me, for who i am.

"bybybybybybyby"

&the beauty.