you're a mystery yourself

Friday, November 28, 2008

11:04 AM

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

-lucky ; jason mraz/colbie

&the beauty.

3:00 AM

i am utterly utterly damn exhausted. i am not sure why but i can't seem to focus at work at night anymore.its as though my attention span has been reduced to half. i am contemplating even to jump into the nearest bed and have a good nap. trust me, that's no joking matter. And drinking extravagant amount of coffee doesn't help either. It just makes me feel sicker.

and i swear that once i've finished my night duty, i'll go home, climb into my inviting bed with its fluffy pillows and warm duvet, and sleep like there's no tomorrow.

till then, someone slap me hard pls.

&the beauty.

10:27 AM

i'm just head over heels crazily in love with you.

the way you are.

&the beauty.

10:51 AM

i complain and whine a lot.
i am definitely a sore loser, I would want to win in everything i do, especially if we're having an arguement.
i get too emotional, so you'll get to see me cry, get angry etc in a matter of minutes.
and i love to bring up the past misdeeds that you've done.
and i think that i'm always right. Even when i'm wrong, i think i'm right.

my flaws are what makes me the person i am.
i'm trying to be the best that i can be, the best person for you.
and sometimes i become the psychotic gf, but i want you to know that i have your best interests at heart and amidst the shouting, crying and being totally stupid, i love you a lot.

and i'm not leaving you.

Thank god you're not leaving me. =]

&the beauty.

10:42 PM

oho.

i've just changed the whole layout of the blog which means that the sizing of my pictures which i previously posted all have gone haywire, and i'm too knackered to even try to rearrange the pics. Just not worth the time.

THATS IT. i've gotta really stop shopping online cause its seriously causing an addiction. and even when i'm broke, somehow or rather, i still managed to purchase things online. Which is damn not good cause i'm broker than broke. mhm. i'm not sure that makes any sense.

anyhoo, anyone care to join me for some serious exercising?

i promise i will not go for buffet dinner or smtg after that.

like seriously.

&the beauty.

8:45 AM

I went back to work yesterday after 9days of absence. And the first thing that people noticed about me was that i have grownn. And i don't mean taller, its more like wider. Which was expected since i've been doing nothing for the past 9days except to sleep and stuff my face with food.

and so i have made up a list, about changes that needs to be carried out. cause I have decided.... jeng jeng jeng... to start living a clean life. which translates that i would have to get rid of my bad habits eg. e nail biting, smoking, gassy drinks.. whatever that i can think of. Yes i know, that its too ambitious.. but still i'm trying.

So God, please help me.

&the beauty.

12:20 PM

i'm starting work in an hour's time.

and i'm so dreading it.
i have been too comfortable doing nothing at all at home.

welcome back to life.

&the beauty.

5:13 PM

i'm starting to freak myself out.
it seems like i have no control over myself.
my anger is so badly managed.

help.

&the beauty.

1:57 PM

I'm bbbaaaaaccccckkkkkkkkkk.

e holiday trip with the bf and gummies was worth it. Every minute of it. Even when it rained for the two days that we were there, or when i fell sick, it was still damn great.

A break from the shiets of having to work and such.

i was working night the day before and my "girl" buddy,[who's actually a guy but i treat him like a girl cause he listens to my shits and i listen to his] keeps on chanting in my ear, 'KL! KL!. And he was keep telling me to finish my work quickly so that i wont miss my bus. yada yada. Thanks boy for the funny stories and making me laugh like one crazy woman in the middle of the night.

After my night shift, i had to rush all the way to lavender to catch the express bus to KL. With the luggages. And quite honestly, the lack of sleep and lack of food, makes me fell sick. i was mostly sneezing and sleepin in the bus trip.

in the cab on the way to lavender.

jason chua and gummy.

us.

We arrived in KL on time, after many many pit stops.

swiss garden hotel lobby.

our rooms. great service. great ambience. you should have seen our room after 2 hours of settling in, the whole room will be in a total mess.

the view in our room. sweet rite.

the girls.

i love this shop. with its food goodies.

the fish spa.

Me and gummy tried the fish spa for the first time ever. it was very squeamish at first, but after awhile, you'll get used to it. But.. gummy didnt really get used to it. hee. i was laughing my head off cause it was ticklish, especially when e fishes attach my sole. but she was just screaming and grabbing my arm. I still have the scratch marks to prove it. =]

We went to sungeiwang, petaling street, KLCC, berjaya times square etc etc. And wherever we went, we actually walked,which lessens my guilt of eating. And since our hotel was quite near to everywhere, there wasn't a need to use the cabs.

Even when we're done eating and shopping for the day, and settled in the hotel room for a rest, the most amazing thing is that we could still get hungry, then we'll send the boys down to get some food. wakaka. it was mostly a food galore.

e whole trip pass by so fast, and before we know it, we were on the way back to singapore. To reality. Luckily for me, i would still be on leave. i'm too lazy to post more pics. so just one last pic before i end.

KLCC. and no people, its not edited. its damn real.

toodles.
so macaroon, phuket next year?

&the beauty.