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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

12:00 AM

Everybody makes mistakes in their lives whether in work, social life or etc. Its part and parcel lof life. And that's the best way to learn. ain't that true?

then why do i still feel so insecure, especially at work. Sometimes when i reached home from work, i can't help but think whether there's anything that i left out, whether i should have done things differently or much better. What ifs.

I hate being paranoid and insecure. i feel like as if its a disease. Something that i can't get rid of.

But on the other hand, i'm also the type of person with a heck care attitude. i mean, if i had made a mistake or whatsoever, i will be damn upset for awhile and then go back to normal, cause i would think to myself to get over and done with feeling upset. That what has been done, is done.

My this attitude upsets some people like my bf who thinks that i should be more emotional, more aggressive and more drama.

for example:

Me: "oh shit, i lost my phone."
him: "ohmygod. where?? where you last saw it?"
me: "oh i dunno"
him: "lets search"
me: "forget it la, i'll get a new one or borrow one'
him: "can you please be more upset"

Damn it boy, i'm a girl, i know i should be more sensitive.

But its just that i really think things will be alright in the end.

ok bye, i'm crapping.

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