you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

9:50 PM

i am damn shagged.

i didn't even try this hard for my dip.

i'm too busy poring over books, sourcing for journals, got held up in the library. my timetable too packed with unnecessary lectures. I swear i'm going berserk. test is in three weeks time, and i'm cramming like crazy. which is so not me, cause i usually freak out the night before.

i'm so trying desperately to be a better person.

And its so not helping me in losing weight.

&the beauty.

9:24 AM

i'm terribly disappointed with myself.

i skipped my first tutorial ever, i just can't seem to make myself go to the class. And i state all the reasons in my head, but it still made me feel guilty. I have to keep reminding myself that this is not my diploma days.

Damn it.

I'm a dead duck.

&the beauty.

5:16 PM

i'm currently studying at coffeebean. With Farah. I swear its not much productive since barely half an hour after flipping through notes, we decided to catch a movie.

and we watched wolverine. Again for me. But still its good tho.

Ok bye.

&the beauty.

3:12 PM

i'm down with gastric flu and viral fever. 3days of mc.

i had to wait 3bloody hours till it was my turn to see the doctor yesterday. luckily the boy was being such a sweetheart, and manage to call my dad to fetch me from the hospital knowing that he himself was not able to make it. Thanks dear for trying. =]

and so here we goes... online shows. woohoo.

&the beauty.

9:42 PM

i'm missing him like crazy.

the boy went to Malacca for 3days with his family. Regrettably, i'm unable to follow.

i miss you, you know.

&the beauty.

12:54 PM

"People are inspired to do remarkable things to find and be with the one that they love. Big movies are made about it, and every relationship you admire bursts with a greatness that you hope for in your own life. And the more you value yourself, the more chance you'll have of getting it."

"When it comes to men, deal with us as we are, not how you like us to be."

-from the book, he's just not that into you.

I find the above sentences so true. There's no point in pressurizing him to do something that he's not ready for. Doing that to him, and most probably he'll run in the opposite direction. Hah. But.. i'm glad that me and him get to have this serious conversation.

And so we have a tentative date. hush hush.

like he said, i can't run away from him. Neither can he. =]

&the beauty.