you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

8:50 PM

attachment is here. the OT layout was just as mesmerising. When I'm in it, i feel like i'm in the setting of Grey's anatomy. Some more with my scrub suit, my mask etc. It's bloody freezing in there and i had to wear double just to stop my rashes from literally popping out. And dun even get me started on the crocs. Me and nad took turns tripping over our crocs and its just a matter of time till one of us falls flat on our face. Overall, things have been okay i guess..

We are just FB rite. i know.

&the beauty.

1:08 PM

sometimes he makes me damn pissed that i just felt like dumping his helmet from the 11th storey. and sometimes when he makes me so damn angry and he pretended not to care, i still couldnt help wanting to spend time with him. And when i was so angry and i didnt want to ride with him, he stare at me like he didnt care but then he picked me up and place me on his bike. And i know that no matter how angry he is with me, he still loves me and care for me. really. really?! really!!

the two of us went jalan raya-ing. To my aunt's place. To his friends place. And i felt as though i was engaged to him, having to make small talk with his friends, even to the extent of giving green packets to the little ones. And him having the courage to meet my relatives. hah.

But i wouldnt want to have any expectations just to have my heart broken again. and when i was riding on his bike and holding him close, i wished time would just stand still.

oh why oh why.

&the beauty.

12:55 PM

raya outing was finally achieved this year. So me, him, nad, remy, fauzee and liza went out to each other's houses and many more. The mode of transport was a car and a bike. And i had to decide whether i would like to sit amidst the aircon in the car or ride behind my love.

there were farnie moments.

when liza jam brake her car, and the three of us, [me, nad, remy] who were sitting behind, slammed against the seat and drop onto the floor. We were so damn humiliated because pedestrians were all around looking at us. Some were even amused. And so were we. We were laughing like crazy about it. hah.

and all the food and gassy drinks that we had to consume in all the houses. And i kept thinking of the food as one of the challenges in fear factor and that we have to finish it up regardless of what. And if i see one more macaroni or noodle or even chicken, i might just puke. Seriously.

but overall, it was great.

the pictures. the laughter. the moments. the thrill.

it was worth it. paying for the oil.

&the beauty.