you're a mystery yourself

Monday, March 30, 2009

9:46 PM

Woohoo. Finally, an internet connection.

I've just spent 45mins on the phone with a guy from the phillipines trying to solve my connection problem. hee.

Its been so long since i posted an entry.

SO this quick update will focus on random bits of info.

My bestest girl cousin got engaged. Which means that everyone's been asking when's my turn. dang.

I am going back to school on the April 20th and its scaring the shit out of me. ANd i'm gonnna miss my peeps at work.

I am super broke eventho i just got my pay.

I am on leave on the moment since i have to clear my leaves

And pls be reminded not to watch horror movies with me. cause i'm a scaredy cat.

---------------------------------------------------

yesterday double dates was hilarious yet nostalgic.

and deea, all i can think about was the cat. =[

and yes, i permed my hair, which makes me look damn older but who cares.

&the beauty.

3:20 AM

Its confirmed plus chop.

I am definitely going back to school this coming April.

I'm sad. seriously damn sad.

Yet happy and relieved at the same time.

Farah, countdown yeah?

=]

&the beauty.

9:46 PM

Alright people, i've managed to take a step further.

Finally, i've taken two classes today.

Trust me when I say that i'm totally not good in my hands and legs coordination. There was this class that teaches us the salsa, cha cha etc moves, i swear my hips feel like flying out of my body and still the instructor insisted that we should sway some more. Its more routine dancing, and my adrenalin was pumping, sweat was pouring, i seriously felt the muscle pulling my whole body. But then i kept messing up my legs movement, i'm still confused with my directions.

Kickboxing was a little better, the punching, kicking, choppin and whatnots.

i hope people would just stop bugging me.

pls.

&the beauty.

11:45 PM

Whatsup with all these people???!

I mean, seriously I don't consider myself as obese or anything. But today, everybody's been talking about how much i've put on weight.

Even a stranger who has seen me ard the ward has commented.

fuckingbloodyshit.

Sometimes i would rather they keep the comments to themselves.

Cause sometimes they carry the joke too far, instead of laughing, i have to plaster a fakey smile onto my face, knowing I can't show them that i'm hurt.

=[

&the beauty.

10:55 PM

Firstly, congratulations to my boy, for finally getting his car license. Now all I have to endure is his gloating. =]

I think I've been taking too much itch medication, that makes me utterly drowsy. Its addictive. I called it my sleepin pills. I swear i could sleep for a long period of time, woke up for 2hours than go back to sleep. My post night offs have been wasted due to this but what to do. The rash on my nose has become unbearable, its either i'll be scratching till its red and raw or I applied medication and it'll become dry and raw. Blardy bugger.

On a random note, I absolutely love watching MTV's The Hills. The girls are so damn gorgeous. I wished I could have freedom as much as them. Not to be tied down in a relationship. Having a fun career which you actually love. Having manicured nails. I wished I could just jet off anywhere with my friends for a getaway, getting drunksy on excitement and such. So many things to do in this short life.

Alas, this is not so.

Still, I could always hope.

&the beauty.