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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

9:31 PM

second week of school.

my shoulders hurt from carrying too much books. and the weird thing is that everyday after school, i'll get a friggin migraine and its not good when your bus journey is an hour drive.

and i've just realised i lost one of my module books.

nehhhhhh.

&the beauty.

8:27 PM

i miss my ward people.

i miss the babis. Gummy and fieza. the ones who always make me laugh.

i miss arvin, .... and the pantry. Not forgetting our perverted talks. hehe. =]

i miss helmi, eventho he keep on telling me that my boobs are so sagging that they are practically sweeping the floor.

i miss jojo, drinking coffee with her in the wee morning hours.

i miss my batch, e ones who totally understands how i feel while working, and the ones who goes thru the same shiet as me. =]

and i miss the rest so much eventho there's too much names to mention.

i even miss farah sey, cause i rarely see her in school except for those lectures that we're together in, yet she keep on disturbing me by writing in my book. hahah. Baka!

School has been alright so far, maybe because the assignments have not yet pile in. There're some lectures that bored the hell out of me but most of the time, its kinda interesting. Actually, i'm really amaze at myself for not cabotting class yet. Haha. It seems like i'm more diligent now than my diploma days.

But then..... its only the first week. so we'll see how it goes.

=] wish me luck. *crosses finger*

&the beauty.

8:49 PM

First day of school yet again.

I may look arrogant or snobbish but i'm actually quite shy. Its hard to make new friends all over again, trying to find your own clique or whatsover. But i managed to find khakis. =] Its even harder trying to cram all the knowledge into your brain

my timetable for this week sucks.

Do you have any tips on how to keep awake in a 3hr long lecture?

at least my mummy made me milo cause i have a terrible migraine right after my first day of school.

oh yeah, i kinda miss farah and her puny face.

&the beauty.

2:08 PM

&the beauty.

2:25 AM

i've just spent half an hour changing the layout on the blog.

Ans since i'm gonna start a new chapter in my life, might as well i change the blog too.

Too bad, i couldn't change boyfriend. =]

just kidding, love.

&the beauty.

10:09 PM

there's so many things to do yet so little time....

&the beauty.

10:22 PM

I've always thought that i would be doing my adv dip with nad but alas, that's not the case. I hope she's doing well in whatever she's doing right now.

And so I went to the orientation today, filled with anticipation. And as I sat in the tutorial room, listening to my course coordinator explaining more in depth about our course, i started thinking to myself, "oh shit, what have I gotten myself into???!!!"

I must admit, I am definitely not the studios type I'm not hardworking either. During my diploma days, I was always late for class or either missing in action, I didnt even have the appropriate textbooks. I'm not the type of person who strives for As in their assignments, i couldn't care less.

But now I'm a little bit worried, this 8mth course is like a crash course, i've seen my first week of timetable, and god, i'm scared, i'm more worried about being late. Weekdays will be studying on the campus, weekends will be doing assignments. There's only one week of frigging break. There's postings and postings of attachment. Group projects, individual assignments, attachments, exams etc.

and this time around, i'm gonna do it right.

&the beauty.

11:20 PM

I had a great time with farah the other day. We finally bought our uniforms, [eventho e auntie adamantly question as to how i can fit into an M size, blardy hell], we had a wonderful lunch which we both couldnt finish. uhuh. We even watched a movie, Detroit Metal City which was farkingly hiilllarious, i swear you guys should go watch it. Finally, we shopped a little bit for clothes and shoes before heading home.

On the train back, we had a conversation about us leaving the ward. and its kinda sad yet relief yet excited. The latter was because of us re-entering school again, despicte our rustic minds.

I seriously can't wait to enter school again, to learn something new. People kept asking me as to why I had chosen gerontology instead of the much wanted med-surg courses. I did ask myself the exact same thing. And i even asked myself whether I regretted my decision. And the answer is No. I'm not the type of person who regrets doing things cause i believe things happen for a reason no matter good or bad. And the reason I chose gerontology was because compared to med surg, i felt more passionate towards gerontology and people closest to me should know by now that i have a thang for old people. Not in the pervert way. Hah. So there. No regrets.

Speaking of school, i'm only half ready for it. Hopefully by the end of this coming week, all will be well. =]

i'll miss my ward. My batch. The babis. The people who makes my work better and fun-ner.

Gummy, lets plan the bbq reallll sooon... like a farewell parrty.

&the beauty.

11:57 PM

i am seriously thoroughly enjoying my leave.

these past few days have been spent on korean dramas, movies marathon and surprise dates. But it feels as though something is missing.

On a brighter note, i've a date with farah tmr.

=]

&the beauty.