you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

8:20 PM

i am goddamn blardy happy.

cause my buddy got ndp tix for me. after much cajoling. and bribing. and pleading.

so here i come.*kallang waves*

&the beauty.

7:46 PM

these past few weeks have been like a rollercoaster ride for me. Too many emotions swirling through my mind. And its draining me physically and mentally.

But i'm glad right now that things are settling down quite well.

sometimes when you make a decision, you have to stick by it. No matter what. But then you tend to doubt your decision every single day. Which is a very worrisome thing, cause you might never know what would happen if you had chose the other option. ohkay, things are complicated and confusing. But what i'm trying to say is that, i'm relieved that i made this decision.

Because in the end, things work out. for me and him.

On a much brighter side, my birthday coming next week and i absolutely do not have a definite plan. But i do wish for lots and lots of pressies.

two year anniversary date - its gonna be great honey. i promise. =]

&the beauty.

11:39 PM

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a boy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

-fall for you

&the beauty.

3:51 AM

Sejenak ku terdiam dan membisu
Membuatku lelah dan tanpa arah
Coba mengertilah coba pahamilah
Arti cinta sesungguhnya

Dan letakkan hatimu disini
Ku berjanji kau tak ‘kan kusakiti
Sejuk sepi sedang nampak hanya bintang
Hanya kaulah yang ku sayang

Ku latih kau terbang diatas awan
Agar kau tegar dan tak terkalahkan
Jadilah jagoan seperti yang ku inginkan
Agar dapat ku banggakan

Namun sikapmu kini telah berubah
Membuatku resah dan serba salah
Kau berdiam diri membuat nadiku berhenti
Katakanlah hei kekasih

&the beauty.

12:02 AM

i logged in into my blog to actually unleash a whole load of stories.

but suddenly i have nothing to say.

Just to let everyone knows that i;m fine. since people have been calling me to ask what happen. hah. so i'll update soon.

gdnight world.

&the beauty.